well, a happy thought.

I mean, I guess it’s happy.

After some shockingly successful creeper facebook activity, I caught a glimpse of a future I’d often treated as a ‘what-if’. You know, what if I’d made different choices and had ended up doing x with y.

Well, I saw someone else doing x with y, and I can say quite certainly, maybe for the first time, that I made the right choices in life. X and Y were never meant for me.

I rather think I might be destined for something better. Maybe A and B.

And shock of all shocks, for the first time I think I might deserve better. Might desire better. Well…I always desired better, but now my desires have been validated, I think.

I wouldn’t have been happy with x or y.

I feel happy and proud of where and who I am.

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